SO...update.


New Years Resolution: Make 2009 better than any other year.
-weight
-modeling
-school
-life in general...


I need to get my life together. Its Christmas day and I've been moping. ALL DAMN DAY. We didn't have a Christmas this year. No gifts. No tree. No lights. No Christmas Spirit. I tried to stay up all night Christmas Eve so that I could sleep through Christmas. But of course, no one would let me sleep.

I'm vowing that I will never be this low during this special holiday ever again. Ever.